|| Shri Swami Samarth ||
There was once a pious Brahmin by the name of Sheshacharya Agnihotri who lived in Akkalkot, and relied on bhiksha for his sustenance. He was a devotee of Shri Maharaj and Swami was also very fond of him. Everytime that he went before Shri Maharaj for darshan, Shri Maharaj would gladly stretch out his legs so that Sheshacharya could offer his obeisances at His feet. After this Sheshacharya would hold out his snuff box, and Shri would accept the offering and take a pinch.
Sheasharya sought Maharaj's darshan daily. Even when Maharaj was in a foul mood, which was when noone dared approach Him, Sheshacharya would unhesitatingly present himself before Shri and offer his obeisances.
The devotees that came before Maharaj always brought offerings, and these included different types of sweetmeats, such as pedhas and barfis. There would always be platters of such sweetmeats offered, and Shri Maharaj would distribute them amongst the children, dogs, travelling visitors, and even fed the bullocks that towed the carts. However, Shri Maharaj never gave a pedha to Seshacharya as prasad.
Sheshacharya used to wonder every day, "How is it that Samarth gives everyone a pedha but has never given me one!?"
Then, after many months of thinking like this, he was able to convince himself that Shri Maharaj did not really have any affection for him.
One day, as usual, there were numerous platters of pedhas and barfis placed before Shri Maharaj, and Sheshacharya, after having offered his obeisance, requested Shri, "Maharaj, please give me some prasad", and held out his palm.
Neither did Maharaj say anything, nor did he give any prasad to Sheshacharya, who was really saddened.
From that day onwards, Shehasharchya stopped going for his daily darshan of Shri Swami Samarth. However, whenever he did go for darshan, Shri Maharaj would pull a blanket over His head and go to sleep.
Then Sheshacharya went to extreme lengths for Shri's darshan. He sat before Him for hours, he would come before him many times throughout the day, all with the hope of getting Maharaj's darshan as he had been receiving before, but to no avail. Maharaj absolutely refused to give him darshan.
Once, when Sheshacharya adamantly sat before Maharaj having made up his mind not leave until he received darshan, Shri Maharaj pulled a blanket over Himself and verbally abused him from under the blanket.
Not realizing the error of his ways, Sheshacharya could not figure out why Maharaj had stopped showing His affection towards him. "What offense have I committed!? What is the reason for such behaviour towards me!?", he wondered.
Some days later Shesacharya had gone to the Khas Baug for making dung cakes. The same day, Shri Samarth was also visiting Khas Baug.
When Sheshacharya went for Shri's darshan, Maharaj was asleep. He thought that he would complete his work of making the dung cakes and would then return for Maharaj's darshan.
On resuming his work, a thought came to Sheshacharya's mind. The only offense that I committed was asking for pedha and barfi from the One who can grant me liberation from the cycle of birth and death! How low have I fallen?!
With tears of sorrow rolling down his cheeks, Sheshacharya prayed to Shri Maharaj, "Maharaj! I am a terrible sinner but You are an ocean of compassion. Have mercy and forgive me."
"Never again will I ask you for any sweets as prasad and if I do, may I eat this cow dung!"
As he thought these thoughts, Sheshacharya put a lump of cow dung into his mouth.
By the time Sheshacharya had completed his work, he went for darshan again thinking that if asking for sweets was the only offense, then the most compassionate Swami Maharaj would give him darshan.
On seeing Sheshacharya coming towards Him, Shri Maharaj roared with laughter and said, "O Bua! Did you get to eat barfi to your heart's content!? "
"Come here and give me the snuff box!", he ordered.
Sheshacharya could not contain his joy on hearing these words from Shri Maharaj. He offered his obeisances and said, "Maharaj! You've brought me to my senses".
From then on, with Shri's mercy, Sheshacharya made great spiritual strides and developed detachment from worldly matters, and remained devoted, and in service to Shri Maharaj till the very end.
|| Shri Swami Samarth ||